I never dreamed
Someone from my past
Feelings redeemed
So much time has passed
I kept up with her
We would always be friends
She would concurr
Our friendship transcends
We have reconnected
Both being single
We have redirected
For us to mingle
She watched me sail
Commenting along the way
I called her instead of email
Just not any comminique
We talked for hours
Just about everything
She must have superpowers
She was so addicting
We communicated frequently
Four or five times a day
I enjoyed her evidently
Because she was so gay
She was brilliant
She was happy
She was exciting
She was captivating
I wanted more
I wanted that energy
I wanted to explore
I wanted synergy
I asked her out
And she agreed
What a rout
I decreed
Too smooth
Too slick
Too easy
Too sleek
We were so agreeable
I was flabbergasted
Our future is unforeseeable
And it was not forecasted
Now a new journey
Where will we go
A magnificent tourney
Only God will know
Tag: life journey
My Old Friend
I missed you
My good friend
We can share a pew
And transcend
Transcend my feelings
My feelings of obscurity
In all routine dealings
Reducing my security
Fall left to right
Shift backwards
The sun so bright
Unable to say words
Where do you hide
In the summertime
Where do you reside
Rushing back time after time
To disrupt my life
Bewitching me
Causing such strife
Not letting me flee
Fleeing the troubles
Fleeing the nuisance
Fleeing the intangibles
Fleeing the assurance
Assurances of stability
Assurances of normality
Assurances of survivability
Assurances of congeniality
I become tired
I become annoyed
I become angered
I become destroyed
Hard to accept
This reoccurring crap
Not well kept
In this sinister trap
Trap of denial
Trap of betrayal
Trap of carnal
Trap of abnormal
This is not just
Give me relief
Can you adjust
And reduce your grief
You must
No other choice
Or you will rust
And lose your voice
Stay steady
Bulk up
Reduce your anxiety
Accept your cup
Remember
I remember When I was younger I was a member And did not hunger I was strong I was healthy and fit I sang a happy song I had my wit I did not worry For my health I was in a hurry To make my wealth This was my affiliation Make money and win Part of a capitalistic nation But this was a sin To chase money Forgetting the rest It was not sunny Much distress I wanted it all But pursuing wealth Created a great brawl Lurking with stealth Destroyed relations Forgotten friends Missed donations Not making amends Strained relationships Desensitized to everyone Emotionless trip Kindness and empathy none Emotions scattered Health in ruin Definitely battered Ready to be done in Life falls apart Little by little Leading to a bad heart So brittle But I am an associate Paying taxes and voting A member of our capitalist state But I am not gloating I forgot the truth I forgot the guidelines I forgot the nursery rhymes I forgot the wisdom books A wealth of knowledge I learned long ago I must acknowledge I did know Charity Forgiveness Compassion Moderation Why did I not Live a life That I was taught Without conflict and strife Was I needy Was I selfish Was I greedy Was I foolish Yes I can agree I made a mess I was privileged and free Why did I need more Why could I not be happy Why did I war Why was I snappy Who cares All that is gone Drop your airs Today is a new dawn Life is here And kind Listen and hear Open your mind To another earth One of jubilation Allowing a rebirth Out of damnation To a life of fraternity Remembering community Now and for eternity My new opportunity