I missed you
My good friend
We can share a pew
And transcend
Transcend my feelings
My feelings of obscurity
In all routine dealings
Reducing my security
Fall left to right
Shift backwards
The sun so bright
Unable to say words
Where do you hide
In the summertime
Where do you reside
Rushing back time after time
To disrupt my life
Bewitching me
Causing such strife
Not letting me flee
Fleeing the troubles
Fleeing the nuisance
Fleeing the intangibles
Fleeing the assurance
Assurances of stability
Assurances of normality
Assurances of survivability
Assurances of congeniality
I become tired
I become annoyed
I become angered
I become destroyed
Hard to accept
This reoccurring crap
Not well kept
In this sinister trap
Trap of denial
Trap of betrayal
Trap of carnal
Trap of abnormal
This is not just
Give me relief
Can you adjust
And reduce your grief
You must
No other choice
Or you will rust
And lose your voice
Stay steady
Bulk up
Reduce your anxiety
Accept your cup
Tag: struggle
Night to Day
Time spent Time lost Time went Time tossed She was the one I could love She was the sun I write of Beautiful Funny Intelligent Nurturing Just as in a day The sun sets Everything turns gray Blackness forgets The warmth The laughs The smiles The togetherness You lose your way You forget the daylight You wander astray You take flight Fly away Hide away Stay away Run away Less stress To run and hide Less mess Easier on my pride I am not wrong I am not mistaken I am not amiss I am not wrongheaded I was slighted I was insulted I was uninvited I was not consulted Was it necessary Was it essential Was it contrary Was it sequential No Not at all To go toe to toe And to hit a wall Now in darkness Stumbling about Nothing but starkness No way out I am alone With my thoughts And a slight moan My stomach in knots I will wander Seeking reality I will ponder What is the key The key to fellowship The key to friendship The key to relationship The key to life Almost complete Running out of time Cannot cheat Not in my prime Stumble along While everyone is asleep Try to be strong Do not weep Understand After every night Sun comes to the land So struggle and fight Say hello Wear a smile Do not judge others Just love and accept