I missed you
My good friend
We can share a pew
And transcend
Transcend my feelings
My feelings of obscurity
In all routine dealings
Reducing my security
Fall left to right
Shift backwards
The sun so bright
Unable to say words
Where do you hide
In the summertime
Where do you reside
Rushing back time after time
To disrupt my life
Bewitching me
Causing such strife
Not letting me flee
Fleeing the troubles
Fleeing the nuisance
Fleeing the intangibles
Fleeing the assurance
Assurances of stability
Assurances of normality
Assurances of survivability
Assurances of congeniality
I become tired
I become annoyed
I become angered
I become destroyed
Hard to accept
This reoccurring crap
Not well kept
In this sinister trap
Trap of denial
Trap of betrayal
Trap of carnal
Trap of abnormal
This is not just
Give me relief
Can you adjust
And reduce your grief
You must
No other choice
Or you will rust
And lose your voice
Stay steady
Bulk up
Reduce your anxiety
Accept your cup
Tag: expectations
Hope and Expectations
Dare I raise my hope Or raise my expectations Set me up to be a dope How about the flirtations Do I expect her to realize We are made for each other And I am better than most guys Why do I want to bother To beg her forgiveness To seek her approval To deduce her restiveness To change her disproval Push her to decide To spend time with me Is it mine and her pride Which is the key Or is it stupidity To keep on hoping When she demonstrates lividity And I am just coping I miss our time together She says the same How can we tether Our mutual claim Leave her alone Live your life She has a phone No more strife Strife in myself Strife in her actions Strife in our childness Strife in the whole thing I know we would have fun We are so good just us Why does it have to be done What is the real fuss I do not know Questioning her decision Creating a senseless row A gigantic collision She is in control So let her go And make some goals Just go with the flow Not your best suit To play it by ear It might be the best route Learn to be a seer Able to visualize What decisions are best There may be a prize If I passed the test No matter what My life will be less But not in a rut Just some distress So what is it Hope that is confused Expectations that fit Reconciliation refused Or is it craziness To let it rule Making me melancholy So stop being a fool