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Holiday

Holiday
Christmas
Will not decay
With an accomplice

Always fresh
With a happy companion
Flesh to flesh
And much affection

Life is fun
Life is exciting
Life is a blast
Life is exhilarating

A special person
Makes all the difference
Affection and cooperation
Tolerance and reverence

Honor and cherish
Give all you can
Romance will not perish
With many parties over your lifespan

Birthdays
Halloween
Anniversaries
Weddings

Many occasions to share
Arm and arm
Under loving care
And mesmerizing charm

Sing with joy
For this grand opportunity
Only we can destroy
Our loving community

And I will guard and protect
This one in a lifetime chance
Allowing no disrespect
During this lifelong dance

She found me
She chose me
I have claimed her
And I will keep her

Forever and ever
To death do us part
And I will never
Lose my sweetheart

My Old Friend

I missed you
My good friend
We can share a pew
And transcend

Transcend my feelings
My feelings of obscurity
In all routine dealings
Reducing my security

Fall left to right
Shift backwards
The sun so bright
Unable to say words

Where do you hide
In the summertime
Where do you reside
Rushing back time after time

To disrupt my life
Bewitching me
Causing such strife
Not letting me flee

Fleeing the troubles
Fleeing the nuisance
Fleeing the intangibles
Fleeing the assurance

Assurances of stability
Assurances of normality
Assurances of survivability
Assurances of congeniality

I become tired
I become annoyed
I become angered
I become destroyed

Hard to accept
This reoccurring crap
Not well kept
In this sinister trap

Trap of denial
Trap of betrayal
Trap of carnal
Trap of abnormal

This is not just
Give me relief
Can you adjust
And reduce your grief

You must
No other choice
Or you will rust
And lose your voice

Stay steady
Bulk up
Reduce your anxiety
Accept your cup

Transition

How do you move
From one lifestyle to another way
What do you have to prove
Or who do you have to betray

Leaving your loved ones
Moving far away
Tired of the reruns
Satisfied to exit the fray

To most of us
The little things do not matter
But I cannot handle the fuss
All the unnecessary chatter

I hate the escalation of the mundane
It drives me nuts
And it hurts my brain
To live continually in a rut

So how do you escape
From this routine
Wanting to create a new shape
Without making a scene

Pray to God
Ask for direction
This is not odd
A way of injection

Create a vision
Let people know
Helps them envision
Your plan so it can grow

Grow on their minds
Not a great surprise
When I chase the winds
And say my goodbyes

What is success
How does that look
Write it down to reduce stress
Use a one dollar composition book

Write your thoughts
In this journal
Connect the dots
A commitment eternal
Read it periodically
Change it if needed
A true methodically
Success will be seeded

Payoff your debts
Have no liabilities
Easy as it gets
Increasing the possibilities

Possibilities to leave
With no restrictions
A grand reprieve
From regular convictions

Automate your finances
Depositing checks and paying bills
No reason to take chances
Create and update your wills

Fulfill your obligations
Tidy up your affairs
Mend your relations
Expend a few tears

Plan a period of months not days
To transition to your new world
A cautious journey pays
Your new life will unfurl

Unfurl in bits and pieces
Taking systematic actions
Success increases
Through these transactions

Create an exit plan
How do I get out
If crap hits the fan
And I have my doubt

Can I do it
Living on a boat
If I need to quit
Just read my notes

Follow your instructions
Knowing how to leave
Removing all obstructions
Not hard to unweave

Return to drydock on solid land
The life forgotten
Not what y0u had planned
You life will not be rotten

Appreciate that you tried
To live in a unique fashion
You did not backslide
Trying to enjoy a childhood passion

You took a trek
And you gave it a shot
What the heck
Not what you thought

But why this defeatist attitude
You have planned and trained
So do not unnecessary conclude
You will crack under the strain

God is in control
That is why you prayed
He owns your soul
So do not be afraid

God will communicate
If He disagrees
God is your mate
So be at ease

You have ignored God before
You know his wrath
You understand God more and more
You will not stray from His path

Go with assurance
A grand expedition
You have secular insurance
And divine permission

Enjoy and treasure
Toast and celebrate
This extraordinary pleasure
Sailing is your fate

Traveled to London

I am consolidating my notes and pictures into a travel book to Europe. I visited Europe two years ago and I took the train around Europe for twenty-six days. I traveled to eleven countries and visited 22 cities – London, Brussels, Antwerp, Amsterdam, Berlin, Wittenberg, Zurich, Budapest, Warsaw, Vienna, Milan, Paris, Venice, Florence, Rome, Bari, Thessaloniki, Athens, Corinth, Barcelona, Madrid, and New York.

Excert from Book

“Now the tricky part, I had studied how to perform this maneuver, and I knew it would be confusing and chaotic. Yes, it was all that and more.  I was a little punch drunk from the long trip, so it was hard to get my bearings. I am glad that  I downloaded the Citymapper for my android phone. Once I got on the train, I could sit down and open the app, and study on it. I knew where I was going, but it gave me a little more comfort.

I made it to Tower Bridge station and transferred to the District line to get to Notting Hill. Notting Hill was the location that I had picked out for my stay. Everyone remembers the movie Notting Hill and the warm, good vibes it gave you. I understand it is a movie, and it was planned and acted out to perfection. Everything turns out rosy pink in the end, and is that not what we want for our lives. I think so.”

Remember

close up shot of a map with small pieces of flowers
Photo by Olha Ruskykh on Pexels.com
 I remember
 When I was younger
 I was a member
 And did not hunger
  
 I was strong
 I was healthy and fit
 I sang a happy song
 I had my wit
  
 I did not worry
 For my health
 I was in a hurry
 To make my wealth
  
 This was my affiliation
 Make money and win
 Part of a capitalistic nation
 But this was a sin
  
 To chase money
 Forgetting the rest
 It was not sunny
 Much distress
  
 I wanted it all
 But pursuing wealth
 Created a great brawl
 Lurking with stealth
  
 Destroyed relations
 Forgotten friends
 Missed donations
 Not making amends
  
 Strained relationships
 Desensitized to everyone
 Emotionless trip
 Kindness and empathy none
  
 Emotions scattered
 Health in ruin
 Definitely battered
 Ready to be done in
  
 Life falls apart
 Little by little
 Leading to a bad heart
 So brittle
  
 But I am an associate
 Paying taxes and voting
 A member of our capitalist state
 But I am not gloating
  
  
 I forgot the truth
 I forgot the guidelines
 I forgot the nursery rhymes
 I forgot the wisdom books
  
 A wealth of knowledge
 I learned long ago
 I must acknowledge
 I did know
  
 Charity
 Forgiveness
 Compassion
 Moderation
  
 Why did I not
 Live a life
 That I was taught
 Without conflict and strife
  
 Was I needy
 Was I selfish
 Was I greedy
 Was I foolish
  
 Yes
 I can agree
 I made a mess
 I was privileged and free
  
 Why did I need more
 Why could I not be happy
 Why did I war
 Why was I snappy
  
 Who cares
 All that is gone
 Drop your airs
 Today is a new dawn
  
 Life is here
 And kind
 Listen and hear
 Open your mind
  
 To another earth
 One of jubilation
 Allowing a rebirth
 Out of damnation
  
 To a life of fraternity
 Remembering community
 Now and for eternity
 My new opportunity