Dare I raise my hope
Or raise my expectations
Set me up to be a dope
How about the flirtations
Do I expect her to realize
We are made for each other
And I am better than most guys
Why do I want to bother
To beg her forgiveness
To seek her approval
To deduce her restiveness
To change her disproval
Push her to decide
To spend time with me
Is it mine and her pride
Which is the key
Or is it stupidity
To keep on hoping
When she demonstrates lividity
And I am just coping
I miss our time together
She says the same
How can we tether
Our mutual claim
Leave her alone
Live your life
She has a phone
No more strife
Strife in myself
Strife in her actions
Strife in our childness
Strife in the whole thing
I know we would have fun
We are so good just us
Why does it have to be done
What is the real fuss
I do not know
Questioning her decision
Creating a senseless row
A gigantic collision
She is in control
So let her go
And make some goals
Just go with the flow
Not your best suit
To play it by ear
It might be the best route
Learn to be a seer
Able to visualize
What decisions are best
There may be a prize
If I passed the test
No matter what
My life will be less
But not in a rut
Just some distress
So what is it
Hope that is confused
Expectations that fit
Reconciliation refused
Or is it craziness
To let it rule
Making me melancholy
So stop being a fool