Where have I been I do not know Not trying to be mean Just not with the flow I have avoided my website For the whole year Was it a fight Or not very dear I had things to say Writing a new book Posting on Facebook each day I did not look Living life Chasing a sailboat A potential new wife I did not promote Myself And my blog Left all on the shelf I feel like a dog Pure laziness No motivation Almost craziness It has to be frustration With no audience Not finishing my novel It is obvious I did grovel Not doing my best Scared and afraid I did not pass the test Or make the grade But it is time To start a coup I can make life rhyme And start anew Write my novel routinely Post on the website weekly Create a feeling of serenely Using my voice uniquely Make it a passion Write to my heart is content Do not stop or ration So I have nothing to lament