Checklist
I have had one forever
Once it is on the list
A grand endeavor
Not to be missed
Get it done
Can be transposable
Not always fun
Quick as possible
Which one first
Which one second
Which one makes a difference
Which one is important
From A1 to C1
A ranking tactic
Works in the long run
Way too didactic
How did I get consumed
By this need to check it off
Too much to do I assumed
Me and my mighty trough
A trough of obsession
A trough of greed
A trough of pride
A trough of ambition
But where am I now
Chasing a disorder
Nothing but a sow
Who is out of order
I must throw the list away
Does not matter to me
Who cares if I stray
And become carefree
I have been told
Does it matter
In the past it was gold
Today dung splatter
I have changed
To get relief
Not to be deranged
But to reduce my grief
Go away systematic rules
To accomplish tasks
These are just tools
Anxiety and depression masks
Masks of fatigue
Masks of rages
Masks of technique
Masks of past ages
Take mine down
Get rid of it
I want to stay around
And keep my wit
People in Your LifePeople come and goPart of our lifeAnd it is soSome through strifeHarder for someTo keep it togetherAlways so dumbBad or fair weatherPridefulArrogantSelfishBelligerentTo name a fewBut more to ask forIf you care to viewHere are moreLife circumstancesLife traumasLife illnessesLife mysteriesAll kinds of reasonsTo be a jerkIn all seasonsTo go berserkHow you actIs how you are framedTry to use tactOr you get blamedYou cannot hideFor exceptionally longSooner or later you slideYou are not that strongTo keep it at bayTo keep it hiddenTo keep it suppressedTo keep it smotheredUseless effortTry to isolateTo be betterIs one traitForce others awaySo be by yourselfNo one to playJust pictures on the shelfA lonely crutchTo protect your outburstsPeople are too muchThese are not unique firstsSocial distancingEndless therapyCountless medicinesRetreats and asylumsDoctors galorePsychobabbleWhat a boreGood for the rabbleBut the worse casesMust be dumbed downSee it in their facesThe emotionless frownsPump them with drugsTo make them acceptableNo longer thugsAlmost respectableThey might be slowThey might droolThey might be lazyThey might be dimBut they are tamedThey can be presentedAnd beautifully framedSat in the corner ornamentedI do not want to be dampenedI do not want to be unnoticedI do not want to be a simpletonI do not want to be devaluedBut to live in peaceTo live with immunityTo live it must ceaseTo live in unityCease the angerCease the explosionCease the banterCease the implosionMake a choiceOr stay in a caveAnd listen to your own voiceAnd be your own slave
As I celebrate this Independence Day, I realize that the original colonies felt persecuted. Today, persecution exists in many manners and forms. No one has an exclusive right to claim persecution because it happens all over the world depending on who has the power. As Christians and United States citizens we have greater responsibility and accountability to address the injustices of our world. Happy Fourth of July! Remember how we got here and why!
Persecution
Persecution is hostility
Persecution is ill treatment
Persecution is unfair treatment
Persecution is abusive treatment
Any act of ill will
Can be persecution
Sometimes a bitter pill
No real solution
Majority or minority
Whatever color
No authority or absolute authority
Few dollars or bunch of dollars
Atheism or Christian
Does not matter
This is not fiction
Never ending chapter
People will hate
People will control
People will attack
People will kill
This is our story
Story of humanity
Journey of fury
And depravity
Christians are oppressed
In many ways
This is not a test
For it happens nowadays
Christians are called names
Christians are beaten
Christians are rejected
Christians are murdered
I live in the USA
Things are not like that here
Maybe not today
But listen and rehear
Bad News
2 Timothy 3:12 (ESV) 12 Indeed, all who desire to live a godly life in Christ Jesus will be persecuted,
1 John 3:13 (ESV) 13 Do not be surprised, brothers,[a] that the world hates you.
Good News
1 Peter 3:14 (ESV) 14 But even if you should suffer for righteousness' sake, you will be blessed. Have no fear of them, nor be troubled,
Matthew 5:10 (ESV) 10 “Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness' sake, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
But not in my United States
Not in my USA city
Not with my friends and mates
Not in my church committee
We are called by Christ
To be one body
Not cut and sliced
And not inferior or shoddy
One body as a whole
Caring for one another
Where I take a stroll
Or miles from my sister and brother
A Christian persecuted in Louisiana
A Christian persecuted in St Louis
A Christian persecuted in Facebook
A Christian persecuted in the World
All the same to our Lord
And it should be the same to us
We are on the same game board
Some castled in blissful snugness
Snugness from the action
Snugness from the abuses
Snugness from murderous fractions
Snugness from the bruises
The Bible is clear
We are part of the One
So shed a heartfelt tear
For our Savior the Son
Do not end now
Do not forget
Do not isolate
Do not think your set
Jesus wants us to love
He wants us to get along
Not be under the thumb of
Those strong and wrong
Many are harmed
Not just us Christian Saints
Remember the abused
And their complaints
Black lives of import
And they have a point
Not useless chatter
An ugly wart
Muslims matter too
China restricts their birth pace
This is more than a few
Millions lost without a trace
Women are left behind
Why does their paycheck lag
And the world is blind
Do you have to nag
Nagged to get your issues addressed
Nagged to listen and learn
Nagged to help and invest
Nagged to make it your turn
It is our turn to be accountable
To use our capabilities
To be countable
To end these hostilities
Christians have a call
To address conflicts
No matter how small
And no quick fix
God wants us to help
God wants us to intervene
God wants us to have compassion
God wants us to act
Act in many ways
Donate your time
Donate your money
Donate your prayers
God wants you to know
God loves everyone
Christians must acknowledge
We are under the same sun
Scriptures for One Body
Romans 12:4 (ESV) 4 For as in one body we have many members,[a] and the members do not all have the same function,
1 Corinthians 10:17(ESV) 17 Because there is one bread, we who are many are one body, for we all partake of the one bread.
1 Corinthians 12:12 (ESV) One Body with Many Members 12 For just as the body is one and has many members, and all the members of the body, though many, are one body, so it is with Christ.
1 Corinthians 12:13 (ESV) 13 For in one Spirit we were all baptized into one body—Jews or Greeks, slaves[a] or free—and all were made to drink of one Spirit.
1 Corinthians 12:14 (ESV) 14 For the body does not consist of one member but of many.
Ephesians 2:16 (ESV) 16 and might reconcile us both to God in one body through the cross, thereby killing the hostility.
When Do You Live
I do not know
When you live
You must tiptoe
The issue to survive
Survive abuse
Survive intolerance
Survive hatred
Survive injustice
Kill a baby
Whenever you want
Alive maybe
All so nonchalant
Womans rights are first
No exceptions
What can be worse
Than ignorant misconceptions
When does life begin
Christians believe at conception
Science has many spins
And fixed perceptions
Is life when DNA completes at 3 days
Is life when the heart beats at 24 days
Is life when brain waves are recorded at 43 days
Is life when a baby can live outside the womb at 140 days
Or is life when a woman decides
I can abort my unique child
And the world ultimately divides
The world goes crazy wild
One side says control my life
Damn human life
One side says save every life
Precious human life
Who is responsible for human health
Is it each 3.8 billion women on the globe
Or is it the elected commonwealth
Or some unelected justice in a black robe
Every human being is responsible for these losses
You can not hide behind a lack of knowledge
You can not hide behind your crosses
You must reasonably acknowledge
At 20 weeks it can live outside the womb
Start here and make the laws the same
Bring everyone who cares in the room
And quit the shame and blame game
Smart Girl has improved my life three times in the past two years. I am grateful for her help by reducing my anxiety, solving my leg pain issues, and identifying a possible explanation for my ongoing illness.
I recognize Smart Girl (Cynthia), and her daughter pulled me out of the pit of despair, allowing me to see there is hope, and there is a great deal of life to experience. They encouraged me to keep my journey going and do not give up. Cynthia and Elizabeth (EB) are the best friends anyone can ever possess. We experienced life together traveling many places, building sandcastles, attending an Arkansas football game, watching movies and cartoons, playing chess, building Legos, reading books, doing homework, eating breakfast, lunch or dinner, walking Sweetie Pie, taking and picking EB up to school and playing all types of sports including swimming, catching the ball, throwing the ball, swinging the bat, striking golf balls, shooting basketballs, rolling bowling balls, throwing darts, bicycling, walking, and laser tag. We had a great time, and I never thought I would experience life like that again. Thank you.
Smart Girl worked for Patterson Physical Therapy, and she identified and correcting the problems with my right leg. I went from constant step by step pain every minute of the day. My pain varied from hardly any pain to pain all the time. Patterson Physical Therapy identified my hip to heel ratio was out ten percent, and I was walking sideways. A few shoe inserts and I had instant pain relief. I want to thank them for solving the problem when many doctors, physical therapists, and chiropractors could not over five years. When you are not in constant pain, you can enjoy life, and you can experience it so much more.
In June 2020, Smart Girl presented Functional Neurological Disorder (FND) as a potential identification of my ongoing illness. No one has diagnosed me with this disorder, but it is a better option than PSP. When I read the information that she sent me, it described me perfectly. I did a blog about FNA.
I wrote this poem over a year ago, and it is in my book. I think very highly of Smart Girl, and I am publishing what she has done for me in my blog. I appreciate her dedication to my health. Thank you.
Smart Girl
I recognized your smart
And very astute
It grabbed my heart
And I started the pursuit
You are very pretty
So adorable
Witty
Certainly not ignorable
Your appearance is striking
Blue eyes mesmerizing
Gazing at you and never tiring
So so energizing
I did not know what to expect
Wondering if I could ask
Could we connect
It would be a mighty task
You have a daughter
Live with your parents
We are moving through white water
But you are not embarrassed
You do not text
Are very independent
What comes next
Certainly not dependence
A single mother
Living life
Facing challenges one after another
Needing a Swiss army knife
Sometimes overwhelmed
Sometimes quite well
Certainly compelled
Not to walk on eggshells
What do I see
What do I believe
Do not disagree
Or deceive
Celebrate she is special
Celebrate her resolve
Give her a medal
Watch her evolve
You are unique
A mystery
A good deal of mystique
But you have lived a real life history
So many illnesses
So many miseries
So many sicknesses
So many memories
It makes me seek you more
You are so strong
It could be a love affair
But more two friends traveling along
I like you
You are so fresh
How do I pursue
So we mesh
Patience is good
Do not smother
Wait, in all likelihood
We will find each other
Friends
Buddies
Our relationship will pay dividends
It will be very sunny
A warming experience
Soothing to our bones
Reducing the weariness
Eliminating the groans
It makes me smile
It makes me laugh
Worthwhile
I cannot wait for the next paragraph