Checklist I have had one forever Once it is on the list A grand endeavor Not to be missed Get it done Can be transposable Not always fun Quick as possible Which one first Which one second Which one makes a difference Which one is important From A1 to C1 A ranking tactic Works in the long run Way too didactic How did I get consumed By this need to check it off Too much to do I assumed Me and my mighty trough A trough of obsession A trough of greed A trough of pride A trough of ambition But where am I now Chasing a disorder Nothing but a sow Who is out of order I must throw the list away Does not matter to me Who cares if I stray And become carefree I have been told Does it matter In the past it was gold Today dung splatter I have changed To get relief Not to be deranged But to reduce my grief Go away systematic rules To accomplish tasks These are just tools Anxiety and depression masks Masks of fatigue Masks of rages Masks of technique Masks of past ages Take mine down Get rid of it I want to stay around And keep my wit
Category: poems
People in Your Life
People in Your Life People come and go Part of our life And it is so Some through strife Harder for some To keep it together Always so dumb Bad or fair weather Prideful Arrogant Selfish Belligerent To name a few But more to ask for If you care to view Here are more Life circumstances Life traumas Life illnesses Life mysteries All kinds of reasons To be a jerk In all seasons To go berserk How you act Is how you are framed Try to use tact Or you get blamed You cannot hide For exceptionally long Sooner or later you slide You are not that strong To keep it at bay To keep it hidden To keep it suppressed To keep it smothered Useless effort Try to isolate To be better Is one trait Force others away So be by yourself No one to play Just pictures on the shelf A lonely crutch To protect your outbursts People are too much These are not unique firsts Social distancing Endless therapy Countless medicines Retreats and asylums Doctors galore Psychobabble What a bore Good for the rabble But the worse cases Must be dumbed down See it in their faces The emotionless frowns Pump them with drugs To make them acceptable No longer thugs Almost respectable They might be slow They might drool They might be lazy They might be dim But they are tamed They can be presented And beautifully framed Sat in the corner ornamented I do not want to be dampened I do not want to be unnoticed I do not want to be a simpleton I do not want to be devalued But to live in peace To live with immunity To live it must cease To live in unity Cease the anger Cease the explosion Cease the banter Cease the implosion Make a choice Or stay in a cave And listen to your own voice And be your own slave
Persecution
As I celebrate this Independence Day, I realize that the original colonies felt persecuted. Today, persecution exists in many manners and forms. No one has an exclusive right to claim persecution because it happens all over the world depending on who has the power. As Christians and United States citizens we have greater responsibility and accountability to address the injustices of our world. Happy Fourth of July! Remember how we got here and why!
Persecution Persecution is hostility Persecution is ill treatment Persecution is unfair treatment Persecution is abusive treatment Any act of ill will Can be persecution Sometimes a bitter pill No real solution Majority or minority Whatever color No authority or absolute authority Few dollars or bunch of dollars Atheism or Christian Does not matter This is not fiction Never ending chapter People will hate People will control People will attack People will kill This is our story Story of humanity Journey of fury And depravity Christians are oppressed In many ways This is not a test For it happens nowadays Christians are called names Christians are beaten Christians are rejected Christians are murdered I live in the USA Things are not like that here Maybe not today But listen and rehear Bad News 2 Timothy 3:12 (ESV) 12 Indeed, all who desire to live a godly life in Christ Jesus will be persecuted, 1 John 3:13 (ESV) 13 Do not be surprised, brothers,[a] that the world hates you. Good News 1 Peter 3:14 (ESV) 14 But even if you should suffer for righteousness' sake, you will be blessed. Have no fear of them, nor be troubled, Matthew 5:10 (ESV) 10 “Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness' sake, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. But not in my United States Not in my USA city Not with my friends and mates Not in my church committee We are called by Christ To be one body Not cut and sliced And not inferior or shoddy One body as a whole Caring for one another Where I take a stroll Or miles from my sister and brother A Christian persecuted in Louisiana A Christian persecuted in St Louis A Christian persecuted in Facebook A Christian persecuted in the World All the same to our Lord And it should be the same to us We are on the same game board Some castled in blissful snugness Snugness from the action Snugness from the abuses Snugness from murderous fractions Snugness from the bruises The Bible is clear We are part of the One So shed a heartfelt tear For our Savior the Son Do not end now Do not forget Do not isolate Do not think your set Jesus wants us to love He wants us to get along Not be under the thumb of Those strong and wrong Many are harmed Not just us Christian Saints Remember the abused And their complaints Black lives of import And they have a point Not useless chatter An ugly wart Muslims matter too China restricts their birth pace This is more than a few Millions lost without a trace Women are left behind Why does their paycheck lag And the world is blind Do you have to nag Nagged to get your issues addressed Nagged to listen and learn Nagged to help and invest Nagged to make it your turn It is our turn to be accountable To use our capabilities To be countable To end these hostilities Christians have a call To address conflicts No matter how small And no quick fix God wants us to help God wants us to intervene God wants us to have compassion God wants us to act Act in many ways Donate your time Donate your money Donate your prayers God wants you to know God loves everyone Christians must acknowledge We are under the same sun Scriptures for One Body Romans 12:4 (ESV) 4 For as in one body we have many members,[a] and the members do not all have the same function, 1 Corinthians 10:17(ESV) 17 Because there is one bread, we who are many are one body, for we all partake of the one bread. 1 Corinthians 12:12 (ESV) One Body with Many Members 12 For just as the body is one and has many members, and all the members of the body, though many, are one body, so it is with Christ. 1 Corinthians 12:13 (ESV) 13 For in one Spirit we were all baptized into one body—Jews or Greeks, slaves[a] or free—and all were made to drink of one Spirit. 1 Corinthians 12:14 (ESV) 14 For the body does not consist of one member but of many. Ephesians 2:16 (ESV) 16 and might reconcile us both to God in one body through the cross, thereby killing the hostility.
When Do You Live
When Do You Live I do not know When you live You must tiptoe The issue to survive Survive abuse Survive intolerance Survive hatred Survive injustice Kill a baby Whenever you want Alive maybe All so nonchalant Womans rights are first No exceptions What can be worse Than ignorant misconceptions When does life begin Christians believe at conception Science has many spins And fixed perceptions Is life when DNA completes at 3 days Is life when the heart beats at 24 days Is life when brain waves are recorded at 43 days Is life when a baby can live outside the womb at 140 days Or is life when a woman decides I can abort my unique child And the world ultimately divides The world goes crazy wild One side says control my life Damn human life One side says save every life Precious human life Who is responsible for human health Is it each 3.8 billion women on the globe Or is it the elected commonwealth Or some unelected justice in a black robe Every human being is responsible for these losses You can not hide behind a lack of knowledge You can not hide behind your crosses You must reasonably acknowledge At 20 weeks it can live outside the womb Start here and make the laws the same Bring everyone who cares in the room And quit the shame and blame game
Smart Girl
Smart Girl has improved my life three times in the past two years. I am grateful for her help by reducing my anxiety, solving my leg pain issues, and identifying a possible explanation for my ongoing illness.
I recognize Smart Girl (Cynthia), and her daughter pulled me out of the pit of despair, allowing me to see there is hope, and there is a great deal of life to experience. They encouraged me to keep my journey going and do not give up. Cynthia and Elizabeth (EB) are the best friends anyone can ever possess. We experienced life together traveling many places, building sandcastles, attending an Arkansas football game, watching movies and cartoons, playing chess, building Legos, reading books, doing homework, eating breakfast, lunch or dinner, walking Sweetie Pie, taking and picking EB up to school and playing all types of sports including swimming, catching the ball, throwing the ball, swinging the bat, striking golf balls, shooting basketballs, rolling bowling balls, throwing darts, bicycling, walking, and laser tag. We had a great time, and I never thought I would experience life like that again. Thank you.
Smart Girl worked for Patterson Physical Therapy, and she identified and correcting the problems with my right leg. I went from constant step by step pain every minute of the day. My pain varied from hardly any pain to pain all the time. Patterson Physical Therapy identified my hip to heel ratio was out ten percent, and I was walking sideways. A few shoe inserts and I had instant pain relief. I want to thank them for solving the problem when many doctors, physical therapists, and chiropractors could not over five years. When you are not in constant pain, you can enjoy life, and you can experience it so much more.
In June 2020, Smart Girl presented Functional Neurological Disorder (FND) as a potential identification of my ongoing illness. No one has diagnosed me with this disorder, but it is a better option than PSP. When I read the information that she sent me, it described me perfectly. I did a blog about FNA.
I wrote this poem over a year ago, and it is in my book. I think very highly of Smart Girl, and I am publishing what she has done for me in my blog. I appreciate her dedication to my health. Thank you.
Smart Girl I recognized your smart And very astute It grabbed my heart And I started the pursuit You are very pretty So adorable Witty Certainly not ignorable Your appearance is striking Blue eyes mesmerizing Gazing at you and never tiring So so energizing I did not know what to expect Wondering if I could ask Could we connect It would be a mighty task You have a daughter Live with your parents We are moving through white water But you are not embarrassed You do not text Are very independent What comes next Certainly not dependence A single mother Living life Facing challenges one after another Needing a Swiss army knife Sometimes overwhelmed Sometimes quite well Certainly compelled Not to walk on eggshells What do I see What do I believe Do not disagree Or deceive Celebrate she is special Celebrate her resolve Give her a medal Watch her evolve You are unique A mystery A good deal of mystique But you have lived a real life history So many illnesses So many miseries So many sicknesses So many memories It makes me seek you more You are so strong It could be a love affair But more two friends traveling along I like you You are so fresh How do I pursue So we mesh Patience is good Do not smother Wait, in all likelihood We will find each other Friends Buddies Our relationship will pay dividends It will be very sunny A warming experience Soothing to our bones Reducing the weariness Eliminating the groans It makes me smile It makes me laugh Worthwhile I cannot wait for the next paragraph