When Do You Live I do not know When you live You must tiptoe The issue to survive Survive abuse Survive intolerance Survive hatred Survive injustice Kill a baby Whenever you want Alive maybe All so nonchalant Womans rights are first No exceptions What can be worse Than ignorant misconceptions When does life begin Christians believe at conception Science has many spins And fixed perceptions Is life when DNA completes at 3 days Is life when the heart beats at 24 days Is life when brain waves are recorded at 43 days Is life when a baby can live outside the womb at 140 days Or is life when a woman decides I can abort my unique child And the world ultimately divides The world goes crazy wild One side says control my life Damn human life One side says save every life Precious human life Who is responsible for human health Is it each 3.8 billion women on the globe Or is it the elected commonwealth Or some unelected justice in a black robe Every human being is responsible for these losses You can not hide behind a lack of knowledge You can not hide behind your crosses You must reasonably acknowledge At 20 weeks it can live outside the womb Start here and make the laws the same Bring everyone who cares in the room And quit the shame and blame game
Category: poem
Smart Girl
Smart Girl has improved my life three times in the past two years. I am grateful for her help by reducing my anxiety, solving my leg pain issues, and identifying a possible explanation for my ongoing illness.
I recognize Smart Girl (Cynthia), and her daughter pulled me out of the pit of despair, allowing me to see there is hope, and there is a great deal of life to experience. They encouraged me to keep my journey going and do not give up. Cynthia and Elizabeth (EB) are the best friends anyone can ever possess. We experienced life together traveling many places, building sandcastles, attending an Arkansas football game, watching movies and cartoons, playing chess, building Legos, reading books, doing homework, eating breakfast, lunch or dinner, walking Sweetie Pie, taking and picking EB up to school and playing all types of sports including swimming, catching the ball, throwing the ball, swinging the bat, striking golf balls, shooting basketballs, rolling bowling balls, throwing darts, bicycling, walking, and laser tag. We had a great time, and I never thought I would experience life like that again. Thank you.
Smart Girl worked for Patterson Physical Therapy, and she identified and correcting the problems with my right leg. I went from constant step by step pain every minute of the day. My pain varied from hardly any pain to pain all the time. Patterson Physical Therapy identified my hip to heel ratio was out ten percent, and I was walking sideways. A few shoe inserts and I had instant pain relief. I want to thank them for solving the problem when many doctors, physical therapists, and chiropractors could not over five years. When you are not in constant pain, you can enjoy life, and you can experience it so much more.
In June 2020, Smart Girl presented Functional Neurological Disorder (FND) as a potential identification of my ongoing illness. No one has diagnosed me with this disorder, but it is a better option than PSP. When I read the information that she sent me, it described me perfectly. I did a blog about FNA.
I wrote this poem over a year ago, and it is in my book. I think very highly of Smart Girl, and I am publishing what she has done for me in my blog. I appreciate her dedication to my health. Thank you.
Smart Girl I recognized your smart And very astute It grabbed my heart And I started the pursuit You are very pretty So adorable Witty Certainly not ignorable Your appearance is striking Blue eyes mesmerizing Gazing at you and never tiring So so energizing I did not know what to expect Wondering if I could ask Could we connect It would be a mighty task You have a daughter Live with your parents We are moving through white water But you are not embarrassed You do not text Are very independent What comes next Certainly not dependence A single mother Living life Facing challenges one after another Needing a Swiss army knife Sometimes overwhelmed Sometimes quite well Certainly compelled Not to walk on eggshells What do I see What do I believe Do not disagree Or deceive Celebrate she is special Celebrate her resolve Give her a medal Watch her evolve You are unique A mystery A good deal of mystique But you have lived a real life history So many illnesses So many miseries So many sicknesses So many memories It makes me seek you more You are so strong It could be a love affair But more two friends traveling along I like you You are so fresh How do I pursue So we mesh Patience is good Do not smother Wait, in all likelihood We will find each other Friends Buddies Our relationship will pay dividends It will be very sunny A warming experience Soothing to our bones Reducing the weariness Eliminating the groans It makes me smile It makes me laugh Worthwhile I cannot wait for the next paragraph
Battle of Nerves vs Mental
Battle of Nerves vs Mental What to do next I wander about I am perplexed I want to shout Leave me alone Let me be I want to moan But then there is she She is Smart Girl She will not let me quit She is a rare precious pearl She has much grit You are fine You are curable Quit your whine You are endurable Your lungs sing a song Your heart is exceptionally good Your muscles are strong You are a forest of maple wood You fall and almost fall You have bouts and seasons Where you hit a wall Without any reasons No one has diagnosed you Telling you anything No reason to worry and stew Anxiety and depression sting Worse than your illness Quit being an awful bore Live each day in its brilliance Open the morning door and roar Life is noble and grand Life is pleasing and sweet Life is unexplored land Life is a delicious treat Smart Girl wants to pursue Conversion disorder and Functional neurological disorder Which is fine with me The brain and nervous mechanisms Do not efficiently communicate Resulting in many schisms In my neurological state Somewhere between nerves and mental Everyone knows I am crazy But let us not be judgmental We all can be a little hazy Good news I believe Continue the medical journey Looking for reprieve After six years of a debilitating tourney What is a year or two more Smart Girl motivates me To continue the unfair war And I agree
Children of Man
Children of Man Who is this man Mortals of man Mankind of man People of man Who is he Who is she Who is thee Who is me But children Made in Gods image And we are many million In lifes scrimmage People of color People of race People of religion People of haste Haste to blame one another Haste to accuse one another Haste to hate one another Haste to destroy one another Do we understand Do we care Do we walk hand in hand Do we stand there Stand there in dogma Stand there in fairness Stand there in belief Stand there in bareness Naked to face God To seek His forgiveness Knowing I am flawed My sin of impulsiveness Rushing about Wanting it all Waiting for a give out Not waiting for the call The call to accept There is more to living But I just slept Instead of forgiving Forgiving my self Forgiving my family Forgiving my friends Forgiving my humanity Is it too late To be embraced To enter the gate And to taste Taste the love Taste the goodness Taste the mercy Taste the assurance No it has not past The final chance So be quite fast To enter the dance Dance with Jesus Dance with God Dance with the Holy Spirit Dance with Christs bride The Bride of Christ Gather in Christ Body of Christ The church is Christ The church is your family The church is your base The church is no anomaly The church is your place Grow in the church Disciple in the church Serve in the church Reconcile in the church Not always pretty Not always nice What a pity Take my advice Better there Then anywhere A house of prayer Jesus is near Near to our hearts Near to our thoughts Near to our hurts Near to our faults Accept His presence Accept His gift Accept His peace Accept His love Notes Proverbs 8:4 New International Version (NIV) 4 “To you, O people, I call out; I raise my voice to all mankind. Proverbs 8:31 New International Version (NIV) 31 rejoicing in his whole world and delighting in mankind. Proverbs 15:11 New International Version (NIV) 11 Death and Destruction[a] lie open before the Lord— how much more do human hearts! Psalm 11:4 New International Version (NIV) 4 The Lord is in his holy temple; the Lord is on his heavenly throne. He observes everyone on earth; his eyes examine them. Psalm 12:8 New International Version (NIV) 8 who freely strut about when what is vile is honored by the human race. Psalm 14:2 New International Version (NIV) 2 The Lord looks down from heaven on all mankind to see if there are any who understand, any who seek God. Psalm 21:10 New International Version (NIV) 10 You will destroy their descendants from the earth, their posterity from mankind. Psalm 33:13 New International Version (NIV) 13 From heaven the Lord looks down and sees all mankind; Psalm 53:2 New International Version (NIV) 2 God looks down from heaven on all mankind to see if there are any who understand, any who seek God. Psalm 57:4 New International Version (NIV) 4 I am in the midst of lions; I am forced to dwell among ravenous beasts— men whose teeth are spears and arrows, whose tongues are sharp swords. Psalm 58[a] For the director of music. To the tune of “Do Not Destroy.” Of David. A miktam.[b] 1 Do you rulers indeed speak justly? Do you judge people with equity? Psalm 66:5 New International Version (NIV) 5 Come and see what God has done, his awesome deeds for mankind! Psalm 89:47 New International Version (NIV) 47 Remember how fleeting is my life. For what futility you have created all humanity! Psalm 90:3 New International Version (NIV) 3 You turn people back to dust, saying, “Return to dust, you mortals.” Psalm 107:8 (4 times in Psalm 107) New International Version (NIV) 8 Let them give thanks to the Lord for his unfailing love and his wonderful deeds for mankind, Psalm 115:16 New International Version (NIV) 16 The highest heavens belong to the Lord, but the earth he has given to mankind. Psalm 145:12 New International Version (NIV) 12 so that all people may know of your mighty acts and the glorious splendor of your kingdom. Ecclesiastes 1:13 New International Version (NIV) 13 I applied my mind to study and to explore by wisdom all that is done under the heavens. What a heavy burden God has laid on mankind! Ecclesiastes 2:3 New International Version (NIV) 3 I tried cheering myself with wine, and embracing folly—my mind still guiding me with wisdom. I wanted to see what was good for people to do under the heavens during the few days of their lives. Ecclesiastes 3:10 New International Version (NIV) 10 I have seen the burden God has laid on the human race. Ecclesiastes 3:18 New International Version (NIV) 18 I also said to myself, “As for humans, God tests them so that they may see that they are like the animals. Ecclesiastes 3:19 New International Version (NIV) 19 Surely the fate of human beings is like that of the animals; the same fate awaits them both: As one dies, so dies the other. All have the same breath[a]; humans have no advantage over animals. Everything is meaningless. Ecclesiastes 8:11 New International Version (NIV) 11 When the sentence for a crime is not quickly carried out, people’s hearts are filled with schemes to do wrong. Ecclesiastes 9:3 New International Version (NIV) 3 This is the evil in everything that happens under the sun: The same destiny overtakes all. The hearts of people, moreover, are full of evil and there is madness in their hearts while they live, and afterward they join the dead. Ecclesiastes 9:12 New International Version (NIV) 12 Moreover, no one knows when their hour will come: As fish are caught in a cruel net, or birds are taken in a snare, so people are trapped by evil times that fall unexpectedly upon them. Jeremiah 32:19 New International Version (NIV) 19 great are your purposes and mighty are your deeds. Your eyes are open to the ways of all mankind; you reward each person according to their conduct and as their deeds deserve. Ezekiel 31:14 New International Version (NIV) 14 Therefore no other trees by the waters are ever to tower proudly on high, lifting their tops above the thick foliage. No other trees so well-watered are ever to reach such a height; they are all destined for death, for the earth below, among mortals who go down to the realm of the dead. Daniel 2:38 New International Version (NIV) 38 in your hands he has placed all mankind and the beasts of the field and the birds in the sky. Wherever they live, he has made you ruler over them all. You are that head of gold. Daniel 10:16 New International Version (NIV) 16 Then one who looked like a man[a] touched my lips, and I opened my mouth and began to speak. I said to the one standing before me, “I am overcome with anguish because of the vision, my lord, and I feel very weak. Joel 1:12 New International Version (NIV) 12 The vine is dried up and the fig tree is withered; the pomegranate, the palm and the apple[a] tree— all the trees of the field—are dried up. Surely the people’s joy is withered away. Micah 5:7 New International Version (NIV) 7 The remnant of Jacob will be in the midst of many peoples like dew from the Lord, like showers on the grass, which do not wait for anyone or depend on man. Mark 3:28 New International Version (NIV) 28 Truly I tell you, people can be forgiven all their sins and every slander they utter,
Marriage
Marriage You must believe To care for the truth And perceive God from our youth The Bible is true The Bible is correct The Bible is glue The Bible is perfect If you do not believe in God Or in the truth of the Bible This poem is a wad Of foolish trifle So stop here Do not read another verse You will not hear The truth of the universe To be unyoked To ugly darkness You will be provoked By its starkness But not by Gods light Which shines on us all Bright as Gods image We do get the call To share in Gods plan Told in the Bibles first book Genesis is where it began Let us take a look Man should not be alone No helper found fit God made women almost a clone One flesh closely knit God made an equal member Two is better than one Let us remember Ecclesiastes is how it is spun Gods plan is guy and gal And he did not want us by ourselves And they say we shall Put all emotions on the shelf On the shelf of love On the shelf of encouragement On the shelf of self sacrifice On the shelf of commitment God knew the world was fallen And the world was hard Most would fall in You need to stand guard Horrible things occur To Gods creation We must concur It does not fit Gods narration A narration of obedience A narration of contentment A narration of joy A narration of peace Why can we not stand up To the evil in the world The devils evil cup As the devils world whirls Whirls around us Challenging our loyalties Creating lots of fuss Stealing our royalties Royalties of forgiveness Royalties of life Royalties of heaven Royalties of God To challenge the evil miscarriages God gave us each other Man and female in marriages Christians as a sister and a brother A sister and brother A brother and brother A sister and sister A brother and sister To protect one another To encourage one another To carry one another To help one another In this fallen place It is a mighty wonder There is Gods grace We can fall under We sin immensely In many ways Most intensely Setting God ablaze Same sex marriage, divorce Lies, gossip, small talk Which ones to enforce It is all a crock They are all sin Hated by God We cannot win We are all frauds God knew God gave us a rope God came through God gave us hope We are not done God sent Jesus to die He sent his son To ransom and buy Our sinful mouths Our sinful eyes Our sinful trespasses Our sinful lives Just believe Jesus is Lord God rose Jesus From the dead It is not tough Just repent Call the devils bluff A life changing event A new journey A new body A new understanding A new standing Not easy Never is Can get sleazy Do not fizz You have made it To Gods mysteries You do not need your wit Just Holy Spirit victories Victories in choices Victories in prayer Victories in service Victories in churches Celebrate today A new life view This is the way For me and you Notes: Belief Acts:22-31 English Standard Version (ESV) Paul Addresses the Areopagus 22 So Paul, standing in the midst of the Areopagus, said: “Men of Athens, I perceive that in every way you are very religious. 23 For as I passed along and observed the objects of your worship, I found also an altar with this inscription: ‘To the unknown god.’ What therefore you worship as unknown, this I proclaim to you. 24 The God who made the world and everything in it, being Lord of heaven and earth, does not live in temples made by man,[a] 25 nor is he served by human hands, as though he needed anything, since he himself gives to all mankind life and breath and everything. 26 And he made from one man every nation of mankind to live on all the face of the earth, having determined allotted periods and the boundaries of their dwelling place, 27 that they should seek God, and perhaps feel their way toward him and find him. Yet he is actually not far from each one of us, 28 for “‘In him we live and move and have our being’;[b] as even some of your own poets have said, “‘For we are indeed his offspring.’[c] 29 Being then God's offspring, we ought not to think that the divine being is like gold or silver or stone, an image formed by the art and imagination of man. 30 The times of ignorance God overlooked, but now he commands all people everywhere to repent, 31 because he has fixed a day on which he will judge the world in righteousness by a man whom he has appointed; and of this he has given assurance to all by raising him from the dead.” 2 Peter 1:20-21 English Standard Version (ESV) 20 knowing this first of all, that no prophecy of Scripture comes from someone's own interpretation. 21 For no prophecy was ever produced by the will of man, but men spoke from God as they were carried along by the Holy Spirit. Unyoked 2 Corinthians 6:14 English Standard Version (ESV) The Temple of the Living God 14 Do not be unequally yoked with unbelievers. For what partnership has righteousness with lawlessness? Or what fellowship has light with darkness? God’s Image Genesis 1:26-27 English Standard Version (ESV) 26 Then God said, “Let us make man[a] in our image, after our likeness. And let them have dominion over the fish of the sea and over the birds of the heavens and over the livestock and over all the earth and over every creeping thing that creeps on the earth.” 27 So God created man in his own image, in the image of God he created him; male and female he created them. God’s Plan Genesis 2:18-24 English Standard Version (ESV) 18 Then the LORD God said, “It is not good that the man should be alone; I will make him a helper fit for[a] him.” 19 Now out of the ground the LORD God had formed[b] every beast of the field and every bird of the heavens and brought them to the man to see what he would call them. And whatever the man called every living creature, that was its name. 20 The man gave names to all livestock and to the birds of the heavens and to every beast of the field. But for Adam[c] there was not found a helper fit for him. 21 So the LORD God caused a deep sleep to fall upon the man, and while he slept took one of his ribs and closed up its place with flesh. 22 And the rib that the LORD God had taken from the man he made[d] into a woman and brought her to the man. 23 Then the man said, “This at last is bone of my bones and flesh of my flesh; she shall be called Woman, because she was taken out of Man.”[e] 24 Therefore a man shall leave his father and his mother and hold fast to his wife, and they shall become one flesh. Why two is better than one Ecclesiastes 4:9-12 English Standard Version (ESV) 9 Two are better than one, because they have a good reward for their toil. 10 For if they fall, one will lift up his fellow. But woe to him who is alone when he falls and has not another to lift him up! 11 Again, if two lie together, they keep warm, but how can one keep warm alone? 12 And though a man might prevail against one who is alone, two will withstand him—a threefold cord is not quickly broken. Hebrews 10:24-25 And let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds, not giving up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but encouraging one another—and all the more as you see the Day approaching. Philippians 2:3-4 Do nothing from selfish ambition or conceit, but in humility count others more significant than yourselves. Let each of you look not only to his own interests, but also to the interests of others. Romans 15:1 We who are strong ought to bear with the failings of the weak and not to please ourselves. Galatians 6:2 Carry each other’s burdens, and in this way you will fulfill the law of Christ. Hebrews 13:1-2 Keep on loving one another as brothers and sisters. Do not forget to show hospitality to strangers, for by so doing some people have shown hospitality to angels without knowing it. Romans 12:5 so in Christ we, though many, form one body, and each member belongs to all the others. Corinthians 12:14 Yes, the body has many different parts, not just one part. Corinthians 12:20-21 As it is, there are many parts, but one body. The eye cannot say to the hand, “I don’t need you!” And the head cannot say to the feet, “I don’t need you!” Warnings for being alone Proverbs 18:1 English Standard Version (ESV) 18 Whoever isolates himself seeks his own desire; he breaks out against all sound judgment. Psalm 72:12 English Standard Version (ESV) 12 For he delivers the needy when he calls, the poor and him who has no helper. 1 Peter 5:8 Be sober-minded; be watchful. Your adversary the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour. Genesis 4:7 If you do what is right, will you not be accepted? But if you do not do what is right, sin is crouching at your door; it desires to have you, but you must rule over it. Romans 7:21 So I find this law at work: Although I want to do good, evil is right there with me. 1 Thessalonians 5:14 And we urge you, brothers and sisters, warn those who are idle and disruptive, encourage the disheartened, help the weak, be patient with everyone. Single is possible under the right conditions 1 Corinthians 7:8-9 English Standard Version (ESV) 8 To the unmarried and the widows I say that it is good for them to remain single, as I am. 9 But if they cannot exercise self-control, they should marry. For it is better to marry than to burn with passion. Marriage Ephesians 5:22-33 English Standard Version (ESV) Wives and Husbands 22 Wives, submit to your own husbands, as to the Lord. 23 For the husband is the head of the wife even as Christ is the head of the church, his body, and is himself its Savior. 24 Now as the church submits to Christ, so also wives should submit in everything to their husbands. 25 Husbands, love your wives, as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her, 26 that he might sanctify her, having cleansed her by the washing of water with the word, 27 so that he might present the church to himself in splendor, without spot or wrinkle or any such thing, that she might be holy and without blemish.[a] 28 In the same way husbands should love their wives as their own bodies. He who loves his wife loves himself. 29 For no one ever hated his own flesh, but nourishes and cherishes it, just as Christ does the church, 30 because we are members of his body. 31 “Therefore a man shall leave his father and mother and hold fast to his wife, and the two shall become one flesh.” 32 This mystery is profound, and I am saying that it refers to Christ and the church. 33 However, let each one of you love his wife as himself, and let the wife see that she respects her husband. Why does marriages fail? Sin and pride in this world Are divorces what God wants? Hebrews 13:4 English Standard Version (ESV) 4 Let marriage be held in honor among all, and let the marriage bed be undefiled, for God will judge the sexually immoral and adulterous. Mark 10 English Standard Version (ESV) Teaching About Divorce Mark 10:1-10 And he left there and went to the region of Judea and beyond the Jordan, and crowds gathered to him again. And again, as was his custom, he taught them. 2 And Pharisees came up and in order to test him asked, “Is it lawful for a man to divorce his wife?” 3 He answered them, “What did Moses command you?” 4 They said, “Moses allowed a man to write a certificate of divorce and to send her away.” 5 And Jesus said to them, “Because of your hardness of heart he wrote you this commandment. 6 But from the beginning of creation, ‘God made them male and female.’ 7 ‘Therefore a man shall leave his father and mother and hold fast to his wife,[a] 8 and the two shall become one flesh.’ So they are no longer two but one flesh. 9 What therefore God has joined together, let not man separate.” 10 And in the house the disciples asked him again about this matter. 11 And he said to them, “Whoever divorces his wife and marries another commits adultery against her, 12 and if she divorces her husband and marries another, she commits adultery.”