We are not a pair We are not dating We are not caring We are not waiting Let it all go Do not look back You are not my beau Or part of my pack You are alone Do not text Do not phone What is next Wait and see Or move on You can flee To a new dawn But my heart Will not run You are a piece of art And so much fun I know for sure We are one Our love is pure We are not done You love me And I love you We might disagree But this is true My heart knows And so does yours Our love is froze Until the end of the wars Wars of pride Wars of stubbornness Wars of prejudice Wars of omission Where does it get us Staying apart All this fuss Not very smart Your heart goes pitter And mine goes patter Stop being bitter Remember what matters Happiness Kindness Forgiveness Togetherness These things wait For us to claim them Open the gate Stop being dumb Learn to talk To one another Not a shock You miss each other There is more there Waiting for a chance Clear the air Makeup and dance Embrace Bond Enjoy Celebrate We can do it Bypassing the hurt Use our wit Stay on alert Relationships are hard Communication is key We may argue and fight But what is the reality We are lovers We are mates We are sweethearts We are a match Our feelings will not change Deep down inside And we will not exchange And we will not backslide I am your man Embracing your bosom We will be a clan And you will be my woman
Category: poem blog
Slave
Slave I am a slave To my thoughts Stuffed in a cave I had my shots Stuck here Wasting away Not a seer Wishing to stray I stayed for a girl And her daughter We had a twirl Not living water I stayed for my mother Who is her golden years Illnesses one after another Outliving her peers I stayed for my health I fight craziness No problems with wealth Persistent haziness A new phenomenon Snuck up on me A black swan A dead sea I can not inhale I can not exercise I can not exhale I can not energize Doctors do not know What is the matter Go with the flow Endless chatter Stuck in this place Waiting it out My time and space I have doubt Doubt of today Doubt of relationship Doubt of future Doubt of fraternity A slave to my existence Waiting for it to end I am leading the residence Nothing to pretend My relationship is over My health is questionable My mother will die My life is debatable Pretend I might Fight I must Chase the light All in or bust Fix what is wrong Seek the solutions Remain strong Proclaim resolutions Resolution to try Resolutions to strive Resolution to fly Resolution to live Might change your expectations Might change your attitude Might rearrange your foundation Might rearrange your fortitude It is not finished It never will be It is not diminished It is what you see See the good See the opportunities See your livelihood See your communities There is a view For you to move ahead It is up to you You are not dead
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Need to Promote My Writing
I have started writing again. I am no longer on my medicine, and I have written a second book of poetry.
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I hope you enjoy my poems. Here is one I wrote the other day:
I Do Not Know
I do not know
I do not understand
I do not accept the status quo
I do not make demands
Lost and alone
Lost and needy
Lost in groans
Very greedy
Selfish
Hurtful
Jealous
Ungrateful
I search
I chase
In church
In your face
I am not fair
I am not emphatic
Not that I do not care
Not to cause static
My every intention
Is to be loved
Not an intervention
Or to be shoved
But in goodwill
Honest and true
Neither a windmill
Nor a zoo
Help me Lord
Settle down
Not with a sword
Or to shutdown
Honest retrospect
Heartfelt transmission
Giving respect
Honest admission
Of my faults
Of my weaknesses
Of my assaults
To my Jesus
Let me bow
Let me repent
Worship thou
End my torment
Restore my heart
According to your will
I need a fresh start
Make my path downhill
Easy to travel
Easy to see
Less prone to unravel
With a skeleton key
Unlock the doors
Make my way
On all fours
So I can pray
Heavenly Father
Forgive me
Bless my sister
Hear my plea
Hear
In Jesus name
My sins disappear
Without shame
I am new
Today everyday
No blame
Without decay
Holy Spirit
Filled
Explicit
Old life killed
Written by: Conrad Birmingham
Brutal Endeavor
Must stop No reason to proceed Our relationship a flop So easy to read The signs were there I did not see Not a nightmare We did not agree Agree on life How much time Husband and wife We did not rhyme Too many factions Ruling our existence Always reactions And harmful resistance You and me We were fine Full of joy and glee No reason to whine We could not breakout From the smothering No reason to pout Too much mothering All will be good We can move on I am not a kid Or a worthless pawn You will be in my heart Forever and ever Hate this part A brutal endeavor
Plagiarism
All my thoughts Are influenced by the Bible Plagiarism in spots Am I possibly libel I do not know But I have read it many times There is not unique prose We are not voiceless mimes The story of Christ And how to share his love Spliced and sliced It is all from above Above in God God allows it Applaud His grand skit I apologize If I copy or paraphrase I want to emphasize I want to give God praise Not copy you Or steal your work I like your view Am I a jerk I do not think so I am true To whom I owe My gracious renew God saved me Through his Son I am free And it is done I have to spread the news Jesus is the way I want no one to lose The possibility of today Find Jesus today Repent today Seek forgiveness today Believe in Jesus today Jesus is Lord And God raised him from the dead The gospel is not a sword Just everlasting bread Bread of Life Life everlasting Not senseless strife Jesus is worth broadcasting If I use your writing In an inappropriate fashion I am not fighting Full of passion To share with sincerity To praise their glory To explain with clarity To share the greatest story